You want to be loved because you don't love; but the moment you
love, it is finished,
you are no longer inquiring whether or not somebody loves you.
As long as you
demand to be loved, there is no love in you; and if you feel no love,
you are ugly,
brutish, so why should you be loved? Without love you are dead thing;
and when the dead
thing asks for love it is still dead. Whereas, if your hart is full of
love, than you
never ask to be loved, your never put your begging bowl for someone
to fill. It is
only empty who asks to be filled...